Whilst most of the time I manage to keep my spirits up the oxaliplatin treatment (due this coming Thursday) or contemplating it nearly always manages to bring them down.<\/p>\n
First there is the time spent at the hospital, usually at least 10 hours & then there’s the side effects which seem to be the worst of all the drugs I am taking.<\/p>\n
In the arm into which it’s administered it nearly always leaves it feeling as I imagine the affected limbs of stroke victims feel, heavy and useless, aching for days afterwards. I’ve learned not to try to do any cooking for about a week after but earlier this month during my first attempt after a week’s break I began to cook but got awful, awful electric type shocks in my hands as I handled the vegetables and the knife which even warm water couldn’t relieve and left me shouting out. It left so fed up of it all I didn’t know how much more I could take. <\/p>\n
To this was added losing the feeling in my feet from time to time. As soon as one set of symptoms disappear it seems they’re followed by another. I felt so miserable. It would all be easier to cope with if I was getting more
\nand\/or a better quality of sleep. It would be more bearable if I thought there was an end in sight but all I have to look forward to is more of the same, things getting worse and then death.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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